#i don’t want to be alive

[girl-unnoticed911]

Rant?

Can we just talk about how attachment issues and like fear of abandonment ALMOST ALWAYS FUCKS YOU IN THE ASS?

Like

Literally, it bends you over and fucks you. Over and over.

You sit here and you think ‘oh hey. Maybe this time it will be different…’

Then you get that pit in your stomach? You know the one..

Then ? You’re awake when you should be asleep and you wanna cry but you can’t because if you would’ve listened to the voice inside you, then you wouldn’t be in this position yeah? DUMB ASS. You are a dumb ass who obviously doesn’t listen.

And then you just repeat the same cycle and same shit over and over and over expecting a different result(:

STUPID.

[lynx-tales]

Going to work is particularly hard this week. Not sure why.

[vacantgodling]

gender dysphoria is BAD today boys :)

[a-star-that-fell]

once again job searching is making me feel like the world would be better off if i [redacted]

[piercedbritt]

I dont want to let you in any further.

Just leave me alone already.

I will not create another obsession.

[kamajisplace]

DID WE COME FOR ME TODAY SPECIFICALLY I did not ask or want to be accosted by all these mf thilbo memories today but god damn, no sleep for me THANKS TUMBLR

Thranduil [to Tauriel]: What do you know of love? Nothing! What you feel for that dwarf is not real. You think it is love? Are you ready to die for it?

And immediately after that Bilbo runs to Ravenhill to warn Thorin. Runs through the fire of war and the horror of surrounding death.

Because his feel for this dwarf is REAL. Because this is LOVE. And he is READY TO DIE for it. 

[myrainbowtornadoworld]

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[rystiel]

i keep seeing people say the doctor shouldn’t have feelings for rogue because he’s married to river…? river song… who has also married multiple people… one of the most polyamorous characters in the show…?

[girl-unnoticed911]

You’re gonna sit here. And say something . WORD FOR WORD

Then

ILL SAY ‘I’m sorry I guess I should do - - and -‘

AND THEN YOURE GONNA SIT HERE SND SAY

‘I didn’t say that’

IM

Fucking

Sorry

WHAT?!

Am I going balls to the wall insane?!!! Or did you just fucking gaslight me? AS IF IM STUPID

[drowning-in-the-nothing]

sad. (This is Utter Shit and I Don’t Even Know Why I’m Keeping It.)

…just don’t want to be at work

…just don’t want to exist here

…just want to be sad—

Alone.

In the dark.

I can’t stand who I am…

…just want to know how to stop this…

I know it isn’t healthy to feel like this

But I don’t care and I don’t want to get better

Cause there’s comfort in the familiarity

This poem is anything but comprehensive

Or cohesive and barely coherent

Simply a congregation of shitty thoughts

And even shittier feelings I’m drowning in

But this is where my head is…

Kyle Stewart

2/25/23

[evion-sage]

ahhh yes here we go again another panic attack stressing out about this shitty ass time of year

[lazylittledragon]

does anyone else experience the adhd-created nightmare of having to choose between having a healthy daily routine and getting anything done at all

[artby-mld]

As the World Caves In

[abuzd]

[chrissy-kaos]

…Tired of losing my nightmares are lucid I ain’t won a battle in my head since this war’s fuckin’ begun…..

[girl-unnoticed911]

Welp. Now I’m FILLED WITH GUILT THANKS A LOT UNIVERSE😐😭